Mostly

I write, mostly, as a way to move from before
to now:
a way to go from there to here.
There is gone; here is now.
Ok, that's all - that's why I write (mostly).

Sometimes I am too scattered to move
from place to place;
too present in now to move from then,
where I no longer am, to now where I never quite arrive
in one piece.

It is not a circle.
I do not go to where I've been.

Neither is it linear, but more like multiple
possible points on a map
with no single possible destination.